October
29, 2008
Below: (Video) My Story:
A
Brief
Autobiography:
GALACTIC
SPARKS, FLASHES AND EMANCIPATORY STARDUST
By Franz
J. T. Lee
Part I: Juvenile
Incipience
A MEMORY, A REFLECTION, AN
ANTICIPATION
Raindrops
keep
falling
.....
1941. A dawn. What a morn!
Something is born. Mankind is
mourning. Europe is moaning,
groaning.
An inner, innermost, profound memory.
My first, conscious reflections.
It's raining, a soothing, smoothening,
natural music comes from somewhere,
from everywhere, from above, from the
zinc roof. Raindrops clash and crash
against the window pane. I enjoy how
they tremble, how they shiver, how
they
quiver. Some creep down in long,
irregular lines. Some hide behind each
other. Others roll, storm ahead. I'm
fascinated; I am pondering, wondering,
learning.
In each one of them, mirrored, I see
zillions of flashes, beautiful images
of a
fantastic world. I see many wonderful
worlds, new awakening worlds,
sparkling, silvery ones: some obscure
ones at rest, some bright ones in
motion. Some I cannot fathom, others I
cannot even describe.
Raindrops, raindrops, everywhere. Far
away, on the mountain slope, I see a
majestic rainbow. I dream about my pot
of golden gifts, but my pot has a
shadow, a strange reflection, a
multi-coloured lid. Does everything in
the world have a shadow? Do shadows
separate us? Are there worlds without
shadows?
Towards the other side, there, huge
mountains of shadows, of dark clouds
approach. Look, look. Each and
everyone has a silvery lining. What's
behind them? Behind all this? The Sun?
But, then ....
"Fransie, get away from the window,
you'll catch a cold."
Back to reality, to the world of do's
and
don'ts; back to what to do and what
not
to do. That is a baby's question, the nuisance
that frustrates naissance, the
nightmare
of a new-born.
Yet, never mind, I will never ever
forget
my galaxies of magic worlds; I will
always long to hear my enchanting
music, to see my sparkling raindrops,
to
sense my dark, silvery clouds, to feel
my gigantic rainbow again ... to touch
my cool glass pane.
Perhaps, one day, very, very soon,
they
will return to me again, to all of us
-
who knows, probably in the morn's
morn.
THE AFRICAN BIRD OF
YOUTH
Very
often retrospective inspection performs marvels; very tenderly it rubs
refreshening tiger balsam onto the strained heart muscles. Soothlich,
as
Spenser would say, the innocent bird of youth au jour le jour daydreams
about
white inaccessible Himalayan peaks.
Father
God
&
Godfather
For
the time being, the earthly and heavenly harvest is determined by God,
by
Father, by Father God, by the Godfather, by the Padrino, by Our Father.
Childlike incipience believes, just believes in about everything which
anybody
or anything great spits around as common sense, or vomits out as the
"gospel truth". Everywhere, at school, before breakfast, before
passing away to Alice
The
Dark
Ages
:
Total
Eclipse of
the Forties & Fifties !
Yeah!
Read the Catechism, the Holy Bible; study the Saints, the Holy
Scriptures
! The proof lies in the eating of the religious pudding, drinking the
holy
blood of Jesus, in the eating of his sacred flesh, of his divine body.
Only
then, the Child of Jesus can pray : Hic Rhodus, hic salta, here is the
spade,
Adolescent
Whirlwind
After
the "sigh of the oppressed creature", after the "heart of a
heartless world", logically, follows the demolition of a world which
needs
illusions to survive, which progressively produces genuflecting
Zombies, guided
by Crosses and Swastikas, which fabricates global giga-profits from the
"sweat of the brow".
The
Calm
Before
The
Storm
The
"Stations
of
the
Celestial
Breeze"
!
Spitting
into
the
Neckar
:
The
Roaring Sixties !
Many
dream about becoming Cowboy film stars, then Governors, and then
Presidents of
the United States of America; other Presidents want
Anti-Imperialism,
Anti-Authoritarianism, Long Live Anti-eism ! Writing revolutionary
articles,
holding mammoth lectures across Europe and North America, Addressing
the United
Nations, collecting funds for the South African Revolution.
Maelstrom
of
Maturity
Socialist
student leader Mussolini becomes the fascist "Il Duce"; Cuba cannot
remain a Robinson Crusoe Island, Che is fed-up with Kabila in the
Congo, the peasants
of Bolivia are not so revolutionary after all, the Soviet Union and the
GDR are
not so socialist after all, the ANC of South Africa are not so
anti-capitalist
as they claim to be, the Black Panther movement is not so ferocious as
it
seems; the Red Army Faction in Germany does not seem to accomplish the
Armed
Struggle in Europe; Black September does not change the obscurity of
the
Arabian Future in the Middle East; ... What went wrong? Are Great Men
not
making History anymore? What is wrong with the great people, with the
great
races, with the masses? Is it a matter of being wrong or right at all?
The
Age
of
Enlightenment:
The
Soaring
Seventies !
Politics
accomplished; University Studies absolved; Love at Second Sight;
Experience
has
its
Price,
its
Prize
!
Paradise
Lost, Paradise Found. Love at Third Sight ! Blue Bird, "Three Times
A
Lady!" Co-operative Socialism, Guyana, Burnham. A Friend in Need, in
Deed,
indeed. Tropical Heat, Racial Dust, Assassinations, Strikes, again
Repression,
Oppression, Suppression, .... Depression !
A
Daughter Found! A Daughter For Life! Like Mother, like Daughter!
The
Age
of
Intellect
:
The Sobering
Eighties !
Say
it in Spanish! In Castellano! When in Mérida, try to do it as
the
Meridians
II
THE AGE OF REASON : LOVE AT EVERY
SIGHT!
Sapientia
and
The
Nineties
To
become wise is to get cool, is to slowdown, to be cautious, very
To
be clever and to radiate wisdom are two different qualities, not
Concerning
the latter, as the result of ideological info-war, the whole globe is
already
invaded by millions of these preposterous extraterrestrial creatures.
The
tomfool gaffs like a threshing machine, spitting out ideological
straw
and strewing social smog in all directions; the clown is more excited,
is
restless and blind; his artistic delicacy is the tragicomical idee
fixe, the
eternal
absolute truths.
The
Owl of Minerva is mysterious, invisible ; in all obscure and vague
matters
she is in her element ; she is quiet, preponderant, mature,
imperturbable,
caring and careful, solid and stolid. Christ is dear to her,
Marx
is dear to her, but the flowing Truth is dearer still : in the
Aristotelian
tradition
she hoots : amicus Plato, amicus Socrates, sed magis amica
veritas
!
The
Bitter
Lesson
Awe
stricken all of us wander on this thorny road, along these dangerous
rocky
cliffs; some of us get our horns entangled in the arid social shrubs,
and
we reach the point of no return, of never ever being able to liberate
ourselves;
others with supernatural endurance outlive the devastating
tsunamis,
hurricanes and typhoons of our times; those that fall by the wayside
either
liquidate themselves or they genuflect, make the sign of the cross,
pray;
and then leave the rest of the matter to the divine che
sará,
sará ;
others
are dragged along by the jolly carnival of politics and exotic sexism,
by
the currents of virtual reality and the circus of global progress and
pleasure
; although completely encircled by hungry wolves and bloodthirsty
werewolves,
very few people succeed to build their humble shacks on firm
earthly
soil; only an infinitesimal minority of us can still find a little while
to
reflect, to think and to reason about, for and by themselves, to become
wise.
The
Bitter Lesson : Not the Information Highway, Only simple Acting
a
n d Thinking, About Yourself, By Yourself and For Yourself, Here
a
n d Now, pave the narrow serpentine track towards Wisdom, towards
Emancipation.
What
did
the
formal
logical
"Nineties"
reveal ?
Generally,
a Man is decorated with a Prize, with a Nobel Prize, with
a
Distinguished Service Cross, with an Honorary Doctorate, because
either
he is a "hero", or in his field of work, he has done something par
excellence
, or he has "discovered" something brand new, for the
technological
progress and social welfare of Mankind. Thanks to these
Great
Men we enjoy myriad of luxuries of life, health and sanity! Also
may
they be eternally blessed for their good work and invaluable
contributions
to continental discoveries, military conquests, global
evangelization,
statesmanship, Hiroshima, Nagasaki, the Holocaust and
Chernobyl
!
I
Want
News
!
What
did a life, a death, a life a n d death of some six
"decades",
on
some three continents "discover" ? What is new, what is
up ?
Any
News ?
Surely,
it did not perform miracles, it did not produce world wonders,
nothing
to be proud of, nothing worth any price, any prize. It did
not
climb
Mount Everest, it did not jump around on the Moon, it did not even
jump
over the Moon. It did not write, compile or compose the
Encyclopedia
Britannica. It is not a walking "Brockhaus" or "Big
Larousse".
It did not fight in Vietnam or Iraq, however, it surely did
experience
many "Desert Storms".
Au
contraire, it is a miracle that as a Relation, as a Bezug, it survived
at all,
and
did
not land on Robben Island or was thrown down a barranco.
It
is a great wonder that it still has brains to think and a spinal column
to
go
in upward gait, it is simply wonderful to be able to act a n
d to
think independently.
This
is surely priceless, one of the few things which money could not buy,
cannot
buy. In splendid flummox nights it does surmount its own Mesa in the
Loma de
Los Indios. This perilous adventure does not enter the Book of Guinness
but
rather appears on a revolutionary Home page.
Where
have all the Flowers Gone ?
In
a world of massive ecocide, where the deforested Andes look like a
huge
Mars crater, where the evergreen Pedregosa of Mérida is
progressively
being
converted into a stony, lifeless, treeless cement desert, where, as a
consequence,
the steaming heat melts the zinc and asbestos roofs, where
the
tiles become white hot, and where, through the open windows, the
wind
howls like a starving wolf, where, on earth, will somebody sincerely
be
congratulated because in a desert region he has planted more than a
hundred
trees within two years ? And, in a world, where water supply is a
luxury, where
potable water is a very rare gift of the water lords, who will notice
the
lovely and loving care devoted to these natural beings so that
they
may survive, may grow, may flourish ? Who cares about Nature ?
Who
has nightmares about global ecocide ? Who feels hurt when he chops
off
the head of a chicken or reduces an age old tree to lumber ? Except,
Woody
Allen, who has noticed that this whole globe is simply a huge
"Four
Seasons" Restaurant ?
In
a world, where Money makes the Earth go round, where can one buy
the
time and the leisure to achieve the nearly impossible ? As stated
before,
this
natural social relation cannot be found on the labor market ; it has no
exchange
value, no price, no prize! The above is ever new, is sempiternal news.
...
III
Scientific
Earthquakes
and
Philosophic
Tornados
The
Nineties : Earthquakes a n d Tornados
it
was the age of wisdom, it was the age of foolishness,
it
was the epoch of belief, it was the epoch of incredulity,
it
was the season of Light, it was the season of Darkness,
it
was the spring of hope, it was the winter of despair,
we
had everything before us, we had nothing before us,
we
were all going direct to Heaven, we were all going direct
the
other way. ...."
(Charles Dickens)
Towards Bolivarian
Revolution, towards Socialism?
A
NEW SCIENCE, A NEW PHILOSOPHY, A NEW SOCIALISM
Jutta, Franz, Juttafranz, Franzjutta.
Love at all sights!
POLITICAL TYPHOONS: From
an attempted coup to the Bolivarian Revolution in Venezuela, to
Permanent World
Revolution, to Human Emancipation.
¡Uh,
Ah,
Chávez,
no
se
va!
University
and public charlas, lectures, discussions. San Onofre, Paradise in the
Desert.
Books, booklets, videos, charlas.
Left hand Jutta -- right hand Nery.
Práxis, Theory, Emancipation.
Yahoo
Groups, MSN Groups, Trinicenter, Vive,
Award of the Don Tulio Febres Cordero Prize: Book of the Year
2008.
Franz J. T. Lee -- 70 Years in the
Emancipatory Struggle, in the indispensable, untiring epicenter of an
indefatigable life struggle.
Franz & Jutta towards the Rubicon.
Mérida, Venezuela
29th October 2008
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